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       Marion was quiet at breakfast. Kristoph noticed that. 
        Of course he did. He was a loving and attentive husband. He did his best 
        to engage her in conversation. But her responses were tired and listless. 
       
      
        “If you’re still not feeling well, you should go back to bed, 
        Marion,” he said. “Would you like me to call a physician?” 
      
        “The doctors on this planet don’t know anything about humans,” 
        Marion replied.  
      
        “If you’re ill… I’ll fetch a doctor from Earth 
        if I have to.” 
      
        “I’m not ill,” she responded. “There’s nothing 
        for you to worry about. Go to your work. I’m going to have a quiet 
        day.” 
      
        He looked at her for a long time. He noted that she was getting very good 
        at hiding her thoughts from him. He told her that he could see through 
        her mental walls, but that wasn’t always true.  
      
        He could have broken them down easily enough. He was trained to do so 
        in the Celestial Intervention Agency. But she was his wife, not a traitor 
        with guilty secrets.  
      
        “I’ll try to be home early,” he promised. “I’ve 
        not had much time these past couple of weeks. You’ve a right to 
        feel neglected.” 
      
        “I’m all right,” she insisted. “You don’t 
        have to humour me.” 
      
        “Marion…” he began. Then he sighed. “We need to 
        talk. But I can’t, now. Later, I promise.” 
      
        Yes, Marion thought. He would keep a promise like that. He would make 
        the effort. He always did. He always knew when she was unhappy and tried 
        to make it right.  
      
        But how could he do that when HE, himself, was the problem?  
      
        She went to the door and let him kiss her before he got into his official 
        car and drove away. She turned and went inside. Caolin looked at her and 
        seemed about to say something.  
      
        “Please, don’t,” she told him. “Don’t ask. 
        I am… I am perfectly well. I know my husband will have given you 
        instructions. But there is no need for you to be concerned about me. Is 
        Rodan in the dayroom?”  
      
        “Yes, madam,” the butler answered.  
      
        “Then I will be in there for most of the morning, looking after 
        my little girl.”  
      
        “Yes, madam,” Caolin repeated dutifully. 
      
        She walked away, then turned and looked at Caolin as he stood in the middle 
        of the hallway. She walked back to him.  
      
        “I am sorry if I have seemed rude to you. This is none of your fault. 
        You… are somebody I regard as a friend. I want you to know that.” 
      
        “I understand, madam,” he responded.  
      
        She went to her day room. She loved this private suite of rooms that was 
        given over to her when she became Lady de Lœngbærrow. She enjoyed 
        the touches of Earth life in the pictures on the walls, images of Liverpool, 
        and of some of her favourite places outside of it. The sunset on Talacre 
        Beach was a splash of warm colours on one wall. She remembered the holiday 
        they had spent there not so long ago. Kristoph had been so attentive to 
        her, then.  
      
        He was always attentive. He always let her have her way. He made sure 
        she had everything she wanted. She was almost pampered by him.  
      
        But now she had reason to wonder if that pampering was to lull her into 
        a false sense of security about their relationship. Was he really losing 
        interest in her? Was he giving her everything she wanted except his unconditional 
        and exclusive love? 
      
        She sat and read a story to Rodan for a little while. That kept her mind 
        off her troubles. But the little girl was too energetic to sit and listen 
        to anything for long. She wanted to ride her tricycle. Marion opened the 
        French doors and let her do so around the patio. The wheels made an odd 
        sound on the flagstones, but Rodan liked it. She repeated the sound in 
        a sing song way as she played. Marion watched her and smiled. Rodan was 
        the best thing Kristoph had ever done to indulge her whims. She loved 
        the little girl dearly. 
      
        Then a fear gripped her heart. 
      
        What would happen to Rodan if she and Kristoph split up? If she went back 
        to Earth, could she take her? With a sinking heart she thought that unlikely. 
         
      
        So much she would lose if her suspicions proved true. Not the wealth. 
        That didn’t matter to her so much – in any case, it was likely 
        she would be provided for in that way. But she would lose so much more 
        that she cared about. Rodan, the children at the estate school, her friends 
        here on Gallifrey.  
      
        “Marion!” She looked around from the French door as Rosanda 
        stepped into the room. Her husband always called her ‘madam’ 
        or ‘your Ladyship’. And he always knocked if a door was closed. 
        Rosanda called her by her first name and had stepped quietly into the 
        room without knocking. Such was the level of her friendship with her. 
         
      
        She rallied herself to look cheerful. Doubtless Caolin had told his wife 
        to come and keep her company. It was just what he would do. He was a good 
        man. And she liked Rosanda’s company, after all.  
      
        “I have just taken delivery of some very fine Genolian lace,” 
        she said. “Would you like to see it? I thought it would be perfect 
        for a dress for Rodan when she is presented at the Vernal Equinox.” 
      
        “That’s still months away,” Marion answered. “You 
        shouldn’t start a dress for that, yet. She’s growing so fast 
        it won’t fit. But… yes, I would love to see the lace.” 
      
        Genolia was a planet in the Kasterborus quadrant. It orbited the star 
        called Tao. Its people traded with Gallifrey. They sent lace and spices 
        and other luxuries and Gallifrey sent – well, Marion wasn’t 
        entirely sure what they traded. But it was the sort of thing men like 
        Rodan’s grandfather did, except that Tao wasn’t such a long 
        distance as the planets he was travelling to.  
      
        The lace was very fine, intricate stuff, made by patient and nimble hands 
        working in bright, airy workshops and was sold under a fair-trade agreement 
        that paid the craftsmen and women the full worth of their efforts. That 
        was important to know. Marion didn’t want her fosterling to wear 
        lace made in a sweatshop by unhappy workers earning a pittance.  
      
        Ordinarily, at least, that would matter to Marion. She tried to be interested. 
        But the overwhelming concern that had haunted her since yesterday kept 
        creeping back into her mind and making her spirits sink.  
      
        “Marion,” Rosanda said gently. “Whatever it is, whatever 
        is making you unhappy, I am sure it will all work out just fine. Lord 
        de Lœngbærrow would never let you be sad.” 
      
        “What if Lord de Lœngbærrow is the one making me sad?” 
        she asked. She thought of telling her fears to Rosanda. She was sure she 
        would be understanding. And it would be easier than explaining herself 
        to Aineytta, or even to somebody like Lily, as kind as they both were. 
         
      
        But something held her tongue. She felt as if just voicing her fears would 
        make them more real than they already were.  
      
        She was afraid that Rosanda might shake her head sadly and say, ‘Yes, 
        it is quite usual for high born Gallifreyan men to do this. I’m 
        surprised you didn’t know, Marion.’  
      
        Or something of that sort. 
      
        She shook her head.  
      
        “Thank you for your concern,” she said. “But really, 
        I am all right. I am just… just a little out of sorts. That’s 
        all.” 
      
        Rosanda wisely didn’t press the matter. She talked of other things 
        and the morning passed little by little. She kept Marion company through 
        lunch. And she was glad of that. But she was wondering how she could possibly 
        get through the afternoon – while Kristoph was with HER – 
        without breaking down completely. 
      
        Then the door opened and Kristoph stepped into the white drawing room. 
        Marion looked up in surprise. Rodan ran to him happily and he picked her 
        up in his arms. He turned to Rosanda. 
      
        “I need to talk to Marion, alone,” he said. “Thank you 
        for keeping her company this day, and on many other days.” 
      
        Rosanda stood and made a demure curtsey to Kristoph. It was not a deferential 
        one of a servant, but of a free citizen of Gallifrey acknowledging one 
        of its most powerful men.  
      
        Kristoph didn’t say anything for a while. Nor did Marion.  
      
        “Lord Dvoratre tells me that he talked to you yesterday at the Magistry. 
        And my clerk says you were there for some time. I’m sorry I missed 
        you.” 
      
        Marion didn’t say anything.  
      
        “I was puzzled. I know you were feeling unwell last night. But this 
        morning at breakfast, you didn’t mention it at all.” 
      
        Marion still didn’t say anything.  
      
        “Then Lord Dvoratre told me that you had seen my diary for this 
        week and wondered about my afternoon appointments. I find that system 
        of initials useful for writing short notes to myself. But it is usually 
        only employed among the women of our society. I am not surprised Dvoratre 
        didn’t know what it meant. But… I think you do.”  
      
        Marion looked away from him. She couldn’t bear it any longer. Tears 
        pricked her eyes.  
      
        “Marion!” Kristoph put Rodan down on the floor and then knelt 
        by his wife’s side, taking her hands in his. She didn’t pull 
        away, but her expression was unmistakeable. “Marion, what do you 
        think I am doing on three afternoons this week with Valena D’Arpexia?” 
         
      
        Marion didn’t trust herself to speak. She swallowed hard as she 
        tried to hold back her tears. Kristoph reached and stroked her face, brushing 
        back a stray lock of hair from her forehead. Again, the look in her eyes 
        was unmistakeable. 
      
        “Do you really think I would betray you that way?” he asked. 
        “Even if I was that cruel, I would certainly not be so stupid as 
        to leave evidence of my crime in an unsecured diary entry.” 
      
        “Then… please…” she began. “Please tell 
        me WHAT business you have with… with ANY woman that you can’t 
        tell me about, or your clerk, or Lord Dvoratre. Or your mother, even.” 
      
        “My mother is involved in this sorry tale?” Kristoph sighed. 
        “Come on. There’s only one way to sort this out. Come with 
        me.” 
      
        “Where?” she asked.  
      
        “Just come with me,” he told her. “Bring Rodan, if you 
        like. She will enjoy the ride. But please come willingly, and put aside 
        all the suspicions that have poisoned your thoughts. Believe me, nothing 
        could be further from the truth.  
      
        Marion was heartened by that reassurance, at least. But she still felt 
        troubled as Kristoph brought her out to the car that waited on the driveway 
        outside the house. It was his own personal car, not one of the chauffeured 
        limousines. He settled Rodan in a safety seat in the back and Marion in 
        the passenger seat before sitting at the wheel.  
      
        Kristoph drove far faster than Marion ever did. He was much more sure 
        of his skills as a driver and of the topography he was travelling over. 
        Marion was surprised when she realised how far they had driven and even 
        more so when they arrived at their destination.  
      
        “Why are we here?” she asked as he parked the car in front 
        of the Lodge, the place where she and Kristoph often spent deeply passionate 
        and romantic weekends. She was disturbed to see that there was another 
        car already parked there. A small car very much like her own one.  
      
        A car owned by a woman.  
      
        “Who else is here?” she asked. “And WHY?”  
      
        “Come on,” Kristoph said as he got out of the car and lifted 
        Rodan from her car seat. He walked towards the open entrance to the pool 
        room. Marion followed him, dubiously.  
      
        When she saw Valena D’Arpexia sitting at the table by the pool, 
        calmly reading a book, she turned to Kristoph with an outraged expression. 
         
      
        “I told you already,” Kristoph said. “It isn’t 
        in any way what you think. Come and sit down with Valena. I’m going 
        to take Rodan to the kitchen and find her some ice cream.” 
      
        Marion did as he said, still dubious. Valena closed her book and put it 
        down on the table. Marion read the title upside down. It was rather pompously 
        titled “A Guide to the Inquisitor’s Examinations”.  
      
        “Kristoph has been so very helpful,” Valena said. “I 
        would never have managed to get through any of this without him.” 
      
        “You’re taking an examination?” Marion asked.  
      
        “Next week,” she answered. “I’ve been studying 
        for nearly a year now. I want to join the Inquisitor’s office. But 
        I have had to do it carefully, in secret…” 
      
        “Why?” 
      
        “Because my father said I could not do it. He wants me to make a 
        politically advantageous marriage and produce heirs. I may well do that 
        eventually, of course. But before I do, I want to make use of the law 
        degree I achieved at the academy. Only… it’s nearly three 
        hundred years since I graduated. I am very rusty and I was sure I was 
        going to fail completely. Until Kristoph….” 
      
        “He’s been tutoring you… Here?”  
      
        “A quiet, private place where my father has no eyes,” she 
        said. “Kristoph suggested it.”  
      
        Kristoph returned with Rodan, a large bowl of ice cream and the folding 
        high chair that was used when they visited the Lodge with her. He set 
        the child happily in her place and took a seat at the table.  
      
        “Lord Arpexia is adamant that his daughter should not work in any 
        government department,” Kristoph said. “He has very old-fashioned 
        ideas about a woman’s place, even a well educated one. I most certainly 
        differ with him on that matter, and when Valena came to me at the Magistry 
        last week and asked for a few hours of tuition to help her through the 
        examination, I was glad to help. Once she has passed the examination and 
        has been offered a position within the Inquisitor’s Office, Lord 
        Arpexia will not be able to forbid it without showing his unreconstructed 
        colours. But until then, I agreed to keep it a secret. I realise, now, 
        of course, that I should have let you, of all people, know what was happening, 
        Marion.” 
      
        “Well, YES,” she said. “I mean… if I had known…” 
         
      
        She looked at Kristoph, then at Valena. It WAS possible that they were 
        both lying to her.  
      
        But she didn’t think so. She had met Lord Arpexia once. Only the 
        once. And it was enough for her. He really did have old-fashioned ideas. 
         
      
        “I… hope you pass the exams,” she said to her. “There 
        aren’t enough women in power on Gallifrey. I wish you the best of 
        luck.”  
      
        “Thank you,” Valena said graciously.  
      
        “When Rodan has finished her ice cream, why don’t you and 
        her change into bathing suits,” Kristoph suggested. “You can 
        play with her in the pool for the afternoon. When I have completed the 
        revision programme worked out for this afternoon, I think Valena would 
        be delighted to join you for a little while. And I shall make tea for 
        everyone before we go our separate ways.” 
      
        Marion thought that sounded like a good plan. She took their fosterling 
        to the changing room and put her into a costume before blowing up a large 
        dolphin shaped swimming aid that they had bought in North Wales. She enjoyed 
        splashing and playing in the shallow end of the pool with her while Kristoph 
        continued teaching Valena. She glanced at them from time to time. A lot 
        of the teaching seemed to involve psychic projection from one to the other. 
        Marion had seen that done before here on Gallifrey. Kristoph’s vast 
        knowledge of the legal system, past cases, precedents and judgments was 
        passed on to Valena in short bursts of condensed information that her 
        brain was able to process. 
      
        After two hours, Kristoph said that they had done enough. He told Valena 
        to go and change into a bathing costume while he made everyone some nice 
        cold drinks. Marion brought Rodan from the pool and sat with her while 
        he did so.  
      
        “Marion…” Valena said when he was out of earshot. “You 
        didn’t really think that… you know… that Kristoph was 
        doing anything… inappropriate?” 
      
        “Well… I…” Marion began. Then she shook her head. 
         
      
        “No,” she said. “Of course not.” 
      
        Valena looked at her closely and Marion wondered if she was going to say 
        something else. She hoped not. She already knew she had let her imagination 
        run riot and allowed herself to be upset over nothing.  
      
        Valena nodded and smiled at her, and kept her own counsel on the matter. 
         
      
        Marion thought that she was going to make a very good and wise inquisitor. 
        
      
        
      
      
      
    
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