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  Aineytta de Lœngbærrow smiled at her daughter 
        in law and poured another cup of herbal infusion. Marion drank it happily. 
        “I know you prefer your ‘English tea’,” she said. 
        “But this is one of my own mixtures. It has invigorating properties.” 
        “Kristoph says you say that about all your infusions,” Marion 
        answered with a wry smile.  
        “Not at all,” Aineytta answered. “I also prepare brews 
        that are calming and aid sleep. My first born son is being disrespectful 
        to his mother, I think. But he is far too old for me to chastise, now.” 
        She laughed as she said that. “When he was young, he was never disrespectful 
        to me. But I did chastise him many times for mischief of some sort or 
        another.”  
        She glanced at Rodan as she spoke. The child was playing on the lawn nearby, 
        carefully watched over by a maid in crisp linen who had one simple task 
        this afternoon – ensuring that the curious toddler did not stray 
        too close to the meandering River Bærrow that was such a charming feature 
        of the Dower House garden.  
        “He was always getting into scrapes when he was small. As soon as 
        he could walk he was trying to walk as far as he could go. And climbing 
        on everything. I was always fearful of the fountains in the garden. Like 
        a flutterwing to a candle he was when any water was to be found. Except 
        his bathwater.”  
        Marion laughed as she tried to imagine Kristoph when he was a child a 
        little older than Rodan, scraping his knees and getting his clothes dirty 
        and running to his mother for comfort, but resenting the attempts to get 
        him clean and fresh later. It was hard to reconcile that image with the 
        mature, dignified man he was now.  
        “Oh, that little boy is still there,” Aineytta said. “You 
        know, I was only married to Lord de Lœngbærrow a few months when 
        I became pregnant. I was a very young mother. And I was so afraid of getting 
        it wrong. He was the heir to one of the great Ancient Houses, with a noble 
        destiny ahead of him. And I felt quite overawed by all of that, as if 
        he wasn't my baby who I had given birth to, but a precious being that 
        I was responsible for. But I soon got used to him, and just loved him 
        more and more every day and treasured every little things he did.” 
        “I feel like that about Rodan, when I see her growing up in front 
        of my eyes every day. I want to fix every moment of her life in my memory, 
        for when she isn’t with me any more.” 
        “Rodan is a lovely child. I hope we shall always be able to see 
        how she is getting on. But when you have your own son and heir, Marion, 
        you will be so proud of him.” 
        “I know I will,” she answered. “But, please, tell me 
        more about Kristoph when he was young. I would like to know what he was 
        like.” 
        “He was an adventurer,” Aineytta remembered. “Oh, he 
        was a studious boy when he had to be. When he was set at a desk and made 
        to learn his lessons. But as soon as his tutors let him go he was off 
        out, playing in the woods at the south end of the formal gardens. He would 
        make believe he was in other places, offworld, fantastic planets peopled 
        by exotic species. He dreamed of travelling from an early age. He couldn’t 
        wait to get his hands on a TARDIS of his own. He would sit with his father 
        looking at distant stars through the telescope. My dear husband, he has 
        never set foot out of our solar system. He thinks of other stars in terms 
        of magnitude and luminosity and such. Our son thought of them as suns 
        that warmed other worlds and wanted to explore them. And until he was 
        old enough he travelled in his imagination. Every evening mealtime I would 
        send one of the footmen to search him out and remind him to come and eat. 
        And he would be astonished to find that so much time had passed while 
        he was at his play.” 
        “That’s not him, now,” Marion said with a laugh. “He 
        is always totally aware of the passage of time. He says it is his internal 
        body clock. As a Time Lord time is always with him and he is in tune with 
        it.” 
        “That is so. Though I think he is much more aware than most of us. 
        That is probably something to do with his training in the….” 
        Aineytta stopped mid-sentence. She was obviously going to mention Kristoph’s 
        work in the Celestial Intervention Agency. But the thought of it pained 
        her.  
        “I didn’t know you disapproved so very much,” Marion 
        said to her. “He… did his duty for Gallifrey. I don’t 
        like the idea of him being an assassin, either. But I am glad that he 
        did his duty.”  
        “Oh, I have always been proud of him,” Aineytta assured her 
        daughter in law. “But it was hard, sometimes. When he was away for 
        long years. When you met him, on Earth, my dear, he hadn’t been 
        home to his family for ten years. Even for us, that’s a long time 
        – at least it is for a mother who needs more than rare videophone 
        messages from her son. I missed him so, and I was often afraid for him. 
        The missions they sent him on… in pursuit of desperate people…. 
        I feared for his life. And every time… every time he fell victim 
        to some awful fate…. I felt it, you know. I knew when he had regenerated. 
        I felt his death deep in my soul. My child… my boy dying in agony. 
        His father knew, also. But I felt it so much more keenly. And I always 
        felt so very bitter and angry at those who had sent him into such danger.” 
        “He chose that career, though,” Marion reminded her.  
        “Yes, he did. But others influenced him, when he was young and could 
        be influenced. He had only just completed his studies at the Prydonian 
        Academy, only just transcended, when he was recruited into the army and 
        sent to fight in that terrible war. I blamed the generals. They went to 
        the schools, persuading our sons to join their cause. And Kristoph, young 
        and naïve and full of high ideals, saw it as his chance to see those 
        other worlds he dreamt of. Even now, I can’t look Lady Borusa in 
        the eye when we meet. Her husband, General Borusa, he was the one who 
        gave my boy his commission, put him in charge of a company of soldiers, 
        and he hardly any better trained than they were. And then sent them to 
        fight a terrifying enemy.” 
        “Mama,” Kristoph came to her side, hugging her tenderly and 
        kissing her on the cheek. “I am quite sure that Marion asked to 
        hear of my exploits when I was a boy, not for you to dwell on what could 
        not be helped or changed.” He kissed Marion, too, and sat by her 
        side. “Never mind those dark times. Why don’t you tell her 
        about the time when I was seventy and I climbed the east face of Melcus 
        Bluff without gravity pads.” 
        “If I had known you were doing that, I would have been as fearful 
        as I was when you were at war,” his mother told him. “Nobody 
        has ever climbed the east face of Melcus without gravity pads.” 
        “I have,” Kristoph pointed out. “Only I wasn't given 
        official recognition of the achievement.” 
        “Why not?” Marion asked.  
        “Because I was only seventy years old, and the Gallifreyan Mountaineering 
        Society only allows members over one hundred years old. They refused to 
        accept that I had done it. And father refused to allow me to do it again 
        to prove it to them.” 
        “That is completely unfair,” Marion said.  
        “It was very unfair,” Aineytta agreed. “But at least 
        it put him off climbing as a hobby for a decade or so. Though that didn’t 
        keep him out of trouble. The next I heard, he and his cohorts were breaking 
        speed records solar sailing on the Red Desert in their free time after 
        classes at the Prydonian Academy.” 
        “We founded the Solar Association,” Kristoph explained. “So 
        there was no age bar. My cohorts, of course, were Lee and Laegan Oakdaene 
        and Jules D’Alba. Four young adventurers. We probably should have 
        thought about how our exploits might worry our poor mothers, but we were 
        young and ambitious and we wanted to do everything. We didn’t think 
        about how many limbs we might break, either. We lived for the speed of 
        the solar sail boards, the challenge of going faster.…” 
        “And look what happened,” Aineytta reminded him. “Jules 
        D’Alba broke his back in three places and was confined to the sick 
        bay for eight weeks while he mended.”  
        “That was an unforeseen accident,” Kristoph said. “Nobody 
        expected the sail to rip as he was approaching two hundred miles per hour.” 
         
        Aineytta just shook her head, smiling indulgently at Kristoph. He looked 
        at Marion and laughed softly.  
        “Marion is thinking about Jules’ mother, wondering how she 
        felt about it. And yes, she was upset. She was also very angry at the 
        four of us for being so reckless. That’s what mothers do. They worry 
        about us. Especially mothers like mine. Aineytta the Gentle, you always 
        wondered why it was that you and my father, a quiet, studious man who 
        studied the stars through a telescope and wrote long, academic books, 
        could possibly have produced such a child, always thirsty for adventure.” 
        “You get it from your grandfather,” Aineytta answered. “Dracœfire. 
        By the time you were born he had retired from fighting dragons on far 
        off planets and all his other exploits of legend. But his blood is in 
        your veins. He and all the other Lœngbærrow men in your lineage. 
        Your dear father was the odd one out, the one who found excitement enough 
        in seeing a new planet through a lens. The rest of them were adventurers, 
        warriors, men of action.” 
        “You see,” Kristoph said. “You knew even before I was 
        born that I was likely to be a restless soul like my ancestors. You didn’t 
        expect me to go against my nature?”  
        “No,” she admitted. “No, my dear, I didn’t. I 
        always knew you would live up to your heritage. Chrístõ 
        Mian… ambition and desire. That’s what your name means. You 
        were always going to pursue both. But knowing that didn’t make it 
        easier on me.”  
        “I am sorry, mama,” Kristoph said, reaching again to kiss 
        her cheek. “For all the heartsache I have caused you.” 
        “You’ve brought me joy, too, my dear,” she assured him. 
        “And when you and Marion are parents yourselves, I will know even 
        greater joy. As I do now, when you bring your little fosterling to see 
        us.”  
        They all looked around at Rodan, and saw the maid doing her job, preventing 
        the child from getting close to the edge of the water. If she had imagined 
        her chore for the afternoon was an easy one, she knew better now. The 
        toddler was keeping her busy. Aineytta called to her to bring the child 
        to her and she sat her on her knee where an iced cake and a cup of milk 
        distracted her from her wanderings.  
        “Later,” Aineytta said. “I shall ask his Lordship to 
        take the launch out on the river. We can all enjoy a little pleasure trip 
        on the Bærrow. But it is quite clear that a little of the adventurous 
        spirit of Lœngbærrow has rubbed off on this one while she has been 
        in your care, Kristoph, dear boy.” 
        “DNA does not work that way, mama,” Kristoph answered. “It 
        may be that her own blood is an adventurous sort. After all, her grandfather 
        is in the space fleet. He, in his own way, has the yen to travel that 
        I have always had. Who knows what this child may yearn to do when she 
        is older. Perhaps she will be the first official climber to ascend the 
        east side of Melcus. Or maybe she will captain one of our space freighters 
        and see distant worlds for herself.” 
        “That sounds like a wonderful future for Rodan,” Marion said. 
        “And I am sure her grandfather would be satisfied with it. But I 
        think I would be happier if our son took after his own grandfather and 
        preferred to read books quietly in the library. I’m not sure if 
        I could cope with being the mother of another Lœngbærrow adventurer.” 
        “So would I,” Aineytta agreed. “So you just be careful, 
        Kristoph, how you raise my future grandchild. Don’t let him think 
        war is a glorious adventure and that assassination is a career choice. 
        Let him follow your footsteps into the diplomatic corps, instead, and 
        do his duty to Gallifrey that way.” 
        “Mama,” Kristoph assured her. “If it is in my power, 
        my son will never even hear the words Celestial Intervention Agency, let 
        alone wish to join it. And I hope fervently no more generations of Gallifreyan 
        manhood are ever sent to fight a war such as I fought in my youth. May 
        we all live in peace from hereon.”  
       
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