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In
several of the Theta Sigma stories and Unfinished Business
stories I had implied that The Doctor has nightmares when he sleeps. What
he has nightmares about, well, the list could be endless. The Time War
HAS to figure in there, of
course. And way back in the third Doctor era, he admitted to Jo that he
has nightmares about fire, after once seeing a planet burn. But beyond
that, there would be deeper issues that trouble him. I decided to explore
those issues and get to the bottom of his psyche a little. 
But
what WOULD be so terrible that it would haunt The Doctor all those years?
Beyond
the Time War, and his ongoing issues with the Daleks, with The Master
and other nightmares, there had to be something that was overriding them
all. And it finally occurred to me that what would scare him most was
‘nothing’ – as in the absolute nothingness beyond the
end of the universe, the void, and being the only living entity in that
void. The sheer loneliness of it all.
The
catch was that he had never let himself finish the dream. It is the opposite
of the problem in Nightmare on Elm
Street where people have to be woken up from
their dreams. The Doctor had to stay asleep and work through his. Once
he had done that, and worked through the dream to the end.
Presenting
The Doctor’s vulnerabilities, of course, has always been a part
of the character. Unlike more obvious ‘heroes’ The Doctor
began as an old man with physical frailties and personality issues, and
though the later incarnations didn’t have the physical drawbacks
they each had their vulnerabilities. In the new series, these are even
more obvious. Nine and Ten are both easily hurt by references to Gallifrey.
This story with the Doctor facing up to his vulnerabilities fits in with
that pattern.

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