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“London, Saturday, July 13th, 1985,” The Doctor
said triumphantly. “History is being made this weekend, Wyn. You
up for it?”
“History? In 1985?” Wyn questioned. “My
history teacher said history is 30 years ago.”
“Your history teacher is an idiot then. History
happens every day. But sometimes there are days that stand out. At least
they are supposed to. July 13th, 1985 means nothing to you?”
“No. Should it?”
“Come on,” he said, reaching out his hand
and grinning that grin of his. Wyn grinned back and came with him.
“Oh!” she said as they looked around. “Wembley.
The old one. Before they built the new, improved version.”
“Design classic,” The Doctor said. 
“Seems a lot of people about already.” She
wasn’t sure what time it was, exactly, but it had that feel of quite
early in the morning. Even so, there were crowds gathering. Burger vans
and hot dog stands were putting up their awnings and souvenir sellers
and ticket touts were out in force. “Is there a match on then?”
“No. A concert. A big one. I’m surprised you
haven’t figured it out yet. Bob will be so disappointed.”
“Bob who?”
“He’ll be gutted by that comment!” The
Doctor grinned again and turned around but then his smile faded. He stared
at a woman who was standing outside one of the catering vans. She was
staring at the TARDIS as if the sight of it was causing her physical pain.
Slowly, The Doctor stepped towards her.
“It’s not real,” she murmured to herself.
“No, it can’t be. Not after all this time. It’s not
fair.”
“Dodo?” he said. She turned and looked at
him as if she hadn’t realised he was there until he spoke. Then
she fainted.
He caught her as she fell and lifted her easily. He turned
and carried her back to the TARDIS.
“Doctor?” Wyn followed him inside. “What ’s
going on? Who’s she? Is she all right?”
“I wish humans wouldn’t always ask multiple
questions,” he said as he laid her gently on the deck of the TARDIS
in the recovery position. “In reverse order, she has fainted from
shock at seeing something she hasn’t seen for about twenty years.
Her name is Dorothy Chaplet, fondly known to me as Dodo nine lives ago.
As to what’s going on – well, not much yet. But the fun is
in finding out.”
Dodo began to come around. She looked up at The Doctor
who grinned disarmingly. “Hello, Dodo,” he said.
“Nobody has called me Dodo for… for a very
long time. How do you know my name anyway?” She sat up and looked
about. “Where am I?”
“In the TARDIS,” he said. “I know it's
had a bit of a refit since you saw it last, but…”
“NO!” she shrieked and covered her face with
her hands. “NO! There is no such thing as a TARDIS. No. Not after
all this time. I thought all that was over. I thought….”
She stood up and ran for the door. The Doctor was quite
surprised when it opened easily for her. It should have been locked. “You
let me down, old girl,” he admonished the TARDIS, looking meaningfully
at the console. The green light of the central column changed in intensity
momentarily. “Ok, so you’re not making it easy for me.”
He turned and followed her outside.
Dodo was standing a few feet away from the TARDIS looking
at it. Then she walked all the way around it and came back and stared
at the open door where The Doctor patiently stood. Wyn came beside him.
He touched her arm and indicated to her not to say anything for a moment.
“Ten years in a mental hospital,” she said.
“Electric shock treatment, padded cells, the works, while they tried
to convince me that I was having psychotic delusions. Psychiatrists sitting
by my bed telling me that it was impossible for something to be bigger
on the inside than the outside, and that time travel was impossible.”
The
Doctor stared at her. It WAS Dodo, no question. But somebody had broken
her spirit. The girl he remembered from the 1960s was bright, bubbly,
full of fun, willing to suspend her disbelief and take everything thrown
at her.
“Ten years of my life…” she continued,
and there were tears in her eyes. “When they let me out, it was
1977. I was 28. I’d missed the end of my teens, most of my twenties.
I didn’t know any of the music. Television was in colour and none
of the programmes I knew were on any more. I was a stranger to everyone.
No family, no friends. No job and no qualifications. And for what? For
a dream… For an hallucination. They made me believe I had been ill,
that it was all an elaborate fantasy of my mind, to escape from the problems
of my life.”
“Dodo…” The Doctor began. “I’m
sorry…”
“But it WASN’T a delusion. It WAS real. The
Doctor really existed. This is HIS TARDIS. At least the outside of it
is. I wasn’t mental. It HAPPENED. All of it.”
“Yes, it did.”
“They took my life away for nothing.”
“Yes, they did,” The Doctor stepped forward
and put his arms around her. “And I am sorry for that, Dodo. It
wasn’t fair. And if I’d known…”
She cried in his arms for a long, long time. He held her
until she was done. Somebody had done her a great harm, he thought. Psychiatrists?
What do they know? Freud? He’d told him a thing or two. Time Lords
did NOT have neuroses. They might have split personalities after a couple
of regenerations, but that was nothing they couldn’t handle.
“Who ARE you?” she asked when the tears ran
out. “I… I feel as if I should know you. You feel….
I feel safe with you. But…” She looked at the TARDIS again.
“The Doctor. He was such an old man when I knew him. He must be….
Are you his grandson or something? Did you take over from him….”
“Something like that,” he said. She didn’t
look as if she could cope with an explanation of regenerations right now.
She had known him as an old man with white hair who walked with a stick.
Here he was, looking younger than she did. She would be what…. 34,
35 by now? She looked older. The years had treated her rough. Her eyes
looked tired. Her face had lines that shouldn’t have been there.
Even her black hair had fine strands of silver.
Too young to be so old.
“Come on in,” he said with a smile. “You
need a cup of tea.”
Wyn, bless her, had already thought of that. He brought
her back into the console room and through to the rarely used drawing
room. Tea in a china pot was on a table with a plate of biscuits. Dodo
sat on a big, squashy old armchair that enveloped her small frame. She
still looked as if her world was spinning faster than the 1,670 kilometres
per hour it was supposed to be going at. He poured tea for all three of
them and for a little while, sitting in the TARDIS drawing room with its
fake window that was really a viewscreen looking out on Wembley stadium’s
preparations for the afternoon’s big event, something like a peaceful
normality reigned.
“So…”
Dodo said after a while. “What is your name?”
“Well, Wyn calls me Ten,” he said.
“Ten?” she wrinkled her nose and smiled and
he thought he could see, for a moment, a little of the old Dodo in there.
“Funny name.”
“Long story. Tell you some other time. Are you feeling
a bit better now?”
“I’m feeling…” She sighed. “What
should I feel? I’ve lived twenty years of my life thinking I was
barmy. Now it turns out I’m not. It turns out it's the universe
that’s barmy.”
“I always thought so,” The Doctor agreed.
“Universe… potty, totally off its head, 100 per cent barmy.”
“I’d be really angry if it was me,”
Wyn said. “Being treated that way. That was all totally unfair.”
“It was,” The Doctor agreed. “But Dodo,
my dear….”
“You sounded like him then,” she said. “Like
The Doctor. He used to call me that – my dear.” She looked
at him. “Yes, I can sort of see the resemblance. You have his eyes.”
“The Doctor… The first Doctor had brown eyes?”
Wyn asked. She had become used to Nine’s slate-grey eyes that could
be hard as steel or soft as rainwater depending on his mood. She hadn’t
really looked at Ten’s eyes as much. But they were nice. Kind eyes,
she thought. And full of laughter and fun. Just looking at him made her
want to smile. She tried to imagine those same eyes in the face of an
old man, but she couldn’t.
“Got a picture somewhere,” The Doctor said
and he turned and rummaged through the drawers of a sideboard. This room
was one of those that existed only in potentia, of course. Neither he
nor Wyn were drawing room people as such. But because on this occasion
there was a need for soft, comforting armchairs, an illusion of gentility,
the door that could have opened into just about anything, opened into
this room.
And the dresser drawer opened to reveal a photograph album.
He took it out and sat down again, giving the album to Dodo. She opened
the album and smiled. The first picture was of herself, aged sixteen,
a petite girl with short black hair and a mini dress of the 1960s fashion.
An old man with a walking stick and white hair stood beside her. He had
twinkling eyes and a warm smile. Behind them was a familiar blue box.
Other pages had pictures of her in different dresses,
all of which made Wyn very glad she was born in the 1990s. HER legs were
just not up to those short skirts.
“Who’s that?” she asked about one of
the pictures that had a young man in it along with Dodo and The Doctor.
“Steven,” Dodo sighed. “He was a space
ship pilot.” A cloud passed over her face then. For a while she
had almost seemed like the old Dodo. “Do you have any idea how long
I spent in therapy being told that HE didn’t exist. That I was making
up a romantic fantasy, a space pilot who would rescue me from my neuroses!”
“What happened to him?” Wyn asked.
“He became the leader of a civilisation on a planet
the other side of the galaxy and about 300,000 years in the future from
this present,” The Doctor said. “He did just fine as far as
I know. I ought to have gone and seen how he was doing. But you know –
so much universe, so little time.”
Dodo looked at him and her brow furrowed. How did The
Doctor’s grandson know so much about things that must have happened
before he was born or at least when he was only a child.
“Well, why don’t we go see him?” Wyn
suggested. 
“Might do that,” The Doctor answered her.
“But not today. We’ve got a concert to go to.”
“Oooh!” Dodo looked agitated again. “I’m
supposed to be setting up the van. I’m going to be in so much trouble.”
She jumped up from the chair. Her tea cup arced into the air and would
have smashed if The Doctor had not snatched it safely in mid-fall. She
ran out of the room, down the corridor to the console room and out again.
The Doctor, running after her, again glanced at the console and asked
it why the TARDIS couldn’t keep hold of her.
He and Wyn reached the fast food van just in time to see
Dodo get fired, loudly.
“You’re useless,” the man screamed at
her. “If you think you’re going to be paid, you can forget
it. The van should be open for business by now. I’m losing money
while you’re slinking off on my time.”
“And who do you think is going to buy chips at 10.30
in the morning anyway?” The Doctor asked, breaking into his tirade.
“Especially on the way to a concert for famine relief.”
“Who the &%£$”* are you?”
the man demanded.
“I’m The Doctor,” he answered nonchalantly.
“Defender of the universe, protector of the downtrodden.”
“You must come from the same nuthouse she was in,”
the man growled. “She’s a retard, you know. Spent most of
her life in a loony bin. She should be grateful to work at all.”
“Actually,”
The Doctor said pulling his psychic paper wallet out of his pocket and
waving it in front of the man. “I’m from the Department of
Employment. Trading without a licence, non-payment of national insurance
for Miss Chaplet, non-payment of VAT and working while claiming unemployment
benefit. You’re looking at a stretch of institutional care yourself,
chum!”
“&%£$”*,” the man said again
and jumped into the driver’s seat of the chip-van. The Doctor stepped
back sharply as he put the vehicle into gear and drove away. He didn’t
get very far. When he clipped a police van coming in the opposite direction
his troubles REALLY began. The van’s tax was out of date, and he
would bet any money it didn’t have an MOT certificate.
“Ohhh!” Dodo moaned, although she had thoroughly
enjoyed watching The Doctor put one over her former employer. “What
will I do now?” she asked. “It was a rubbish job, but it WAS
a job.”
“Don’t worry about it,” The Doctor told
her. He put his arms around her and Wyn. “Let’s get in there
and get up front for the greatest music event of the twentieth century
and remember people who are a LOT worse off than us while we’re
at it.”
Wyn suddenly realised what the concert was. And who the
‘Bob’ was who would be “gutted” that she didn’t
remember it.
“Wow!” She said. “Cool!”

The concert was everything they expected. They enjoyed
it thoroughly, and in a unique way. When the London section of the Live
Aid concert was over at a little after ten o’clock, The Doctor took
Wyn and Dodo back to the TARDIS and took them to the Philadelphia concert
that continued for five more hours. Then, finally, in the dawn of the
Sunday morning, they arrived back in London and dropped Dodo off at the
end of her street.
“I had a good time,” she said. “Thank
you.” She reached and kissed The Doctor on his cheek. “You’re
as nice as your grandfather,” she said. “I just want you to
know that.”
“Do you think you should have told her you ARE the
same Doctor she knew?” Wyn asked him as he watched her walk away.
“It would have confused her too much,” he
said. “Anyway….” He stopped talking and stared down
the terraced street. “Something’s wrong.”
He began to run. Wyn ran after him. She saw him reach
a house just as a man ran out of it. He shouted and looked at the man
and then turned and ran into the house.
“Oh, no!” Wyn cried when she got there. The
Doctor was bending over Dodo as she lay on the floor. Her throat was cut.
There was blood pouring out. And even The Doctor, as clever as he was,
could do nothing to help her.
“It was the guy who fired her this morning,”
Wyn said. “I recognised him.”
“So did I,” he said. “Oh, Dodo, my poor
child.”
She was dead. The Doctor stood up and looked at Wyn as
she cried openly. His face was ashen and he was obviously holding back
his own tears.
“It’s not fair,” she said. “Poor
Dodo. She had such a rotten life and we had one great day with her…
and now this.”
“At least she had that one great day. And she knew,
after all, that she wasn’t crazy.”
“But she’s still..”
“We’d better get out of here before we get arrested for her
murder,” The Doctor said. “Don’t want to explain that
to your mum.”
“We’re just going to leave her?”
The Doctor put his hand in his pocket and pulled out a
handkerchief. He used it to pick up the telephone receiver and dial 999.
He laid the receiver down next to the phone. “The call centre will
trace the number. Somebody will be here soon.”
Wyn was still crying when they got back to the TARDIS.
He told her to go to bed. She nodded and turned away. He called her back.
“Hey,” he said. “I’m sorry for
what happened. But you do understand there’s nothing I can do? There
are ‘rules’. I can’t go back and make it happen differently.”
“I know,” she said. “It's just not fair.”
“The universe isn’t fair,” he sighed.
“I’ve spent enough time in it to know that.” She nodded
and smiled weakly and then went to her room. He put the TARDIS into temporal
orbit and then he wandered away into the drawing room where they had sat
so happily earlier. He picked up the photo album and sat in a chair, idly
looking through the memories of a long, long life. After a while, he fell
asleep.
“Doctor!”
He woke with a stiff neck from sleeping in an armchair and looked up at
Wyn as she shook him. “Doctor, something funny is going on. Come
look.”
He followed her through to the console room. The first
thing he noticed was that they had landed. That was odd as he had not
programmed a co-ordinate.
Then he looked up at the viewscreen and knew Wyn’s
assessment of the situation was correct. Something funny WAS going on.
They appeared to be back in the same place and time they
were yesterday.
He checked the destination panel to confirm it, and realised
there was something else that was odd.
“This isn’t a repeat journey,” he said.
“We haven’t accidentally returned to the same place we were
yesterday. The TARDIS thinks this is the first time we were there - as
if all that happened yesterday didn’t happen.”
“Well, GOOD,” Wyn said. “Then Dodo is
still alive and we can do something to stop her being hurt.”
The Doctor looked at her and seemed on the point of replying.
Then he looked again at his database.
And he couldn’t think of a single reason why she
was not right. According to the TARDIS records they had never been to
this time and place before. He checked it twice more to be sure.
“Yes, we can,” The Doctor said. “I don’t
know WHY, but we’ve been given a second chance.”
They did everything the same way; there was no need to
change anything much about the day up to a point. They met Dodo, they
helped her discover that she had not been hallucinating when she met The
Doctor for the first time. They took her to the Live Aid concert in both
London and Philadelphia. But this time The Doctor and Wyn walked with
her to her front door.
“I
would invite you in,” she said. “But I really should get to
bed. It’s almost morning already, and I have work…. Oh. I
don’t! I was fired. But… Oh, well. I had better get to the
Job Centre first thing, anyway.”
“Take care,” The Doctor said, kissing her
on the cheek.
“You’re as nice as your grandfather,”
she told him and went into the house, shutting the door behind her.
The Doctor waited. He heard Dodo scream. He kicked the
door in and rushed inside.
“You stupid retard!” the man shouted as Dodo
ran from him and tried to defend herself by putting the living room sofa
between her and him. “I’ve had my van impounded and I’m
being prosecuted by the DSS because of your nosy friend. I’m going
to take my losses out on your hide.”
“You’ll do nothing of the sort, you coward,”
The Doctor said. “If you want a fight, then fight me.”
“I’ll kill you!” he snarled, lunging
at The Doctor, a long carving knife held like a dagger.
“No!” Dodo screamed and ran in front of The
Doctor. She gave a soft cry as the knife plunged into her heart and fell
back into his arms. The man pulled the knife from her body and turned
and snarled at Wyn as she tried to block the door.
“Wyn!” The Doctor cried out. “Let him
go. He’s killed once. He won’t think twice about killing again.”
“Killed!” Wyn stepped aside as the man ran
for it. “She’s dead?”
“Yes,” he sighed and hugged her close to him.
“Poor Dodo. I’m sorry.”
He did the same as last night, leaving the phone off the
hook on a 999 call and they walked sadly back to the TARDIS. The second
time around it felt even more gut-wrenchingly futile. He sent Wyn to bed
and sat on the battered old leather chair in the console room and stared
at the green glow it emitted from deep within.
He
meant to stay awake, but he drifted off for a few minutes. No more than
that, he was sure. He didn’t even remember taking his eyes off the
console. He must have dreamt he was still awake.
But the next thing he knew, Wyn was shaking him.
“It’s Groundhog Day again,” she said
grimly. He looked up at the viewscreen and sighed.
“What can we do differently?” Wyn asked.
“This time I’m going into the house, no matter
how tired she is. I’m going to tuck her up in bed if I have to.”
“He’s going to be waiting in the house. With
a knife.”
“I’ll be ready for him.”
“Doctor…be careful.”
He was. This time he was careful to leave Wyn in the TARDIS
as he walked Dodo to her home. At the door, he put his arms around her
romantically, kissed her on the lips, and suggested coffee. She looked
surprised and pleased. In a life that had been too many disappointments,
suddenly there was a good looking man who wanted to come in for coffee.
She clung to his hand as she opened the door. She was too afraid he might
change his mind and go.
Even if all he really wanted WAS coffee, she thought.
It would be nice. If it was…
Too much to hope for. Coffee would do.
She led him to the kitchen and it was there her life began
to unravel again. She stared at the broken window pane and the back door
that swung open. And when she turned he was standing there in the shadows
with the knife. She screamed as he ran at her. She screamed again as The
Doctor stepped in front of her and HE took the length of the carving knife
in his stomach and fell. The last thing her brain registered before the
knife sliced through the air a second time, slashing her neck, was that
The Doctor’s blood seemed a strange colour.
The
Doctor woke with a start and found himself lying on the console room floor.
He stood up and looked at Wyn as she waited by the life support console.
He didn’t even bother to look at the viewscreen.
“Again?”
She nodded.
The problem, they reasoned, was that the man was going
to break into the house and kill her in revenge for what happened in the
morning outside Wembley.
“If she doesn’t meet us, she won’t lose
her job,” The Doctor decided. And he pressed keys on the drive control
and pulled the lever. They felt the TARDIS groan and whoosh briefly and
looked up to see that it had moved fifty yards or so down Wembley Way
and was concealed by a big advertising hoarding for the Live Aid concert.
They mingled with the crowds who wanted to eat burgers
and chips before going to a concert in aid of people who had never even
heard of burgers and chips and were dying for lack of even more basic
foodstuffs. The irony of it seemed obvious to The Doctor and Wyn. They
wondered if it had occurred to anyone else.
Dodo was hard at work all day. People with their hands
stamped with ultra-violet markers to show they had tickets came almost
continuously for food. She looked absolutely exhausted at three o’clock
when The Doctor sent Wyn to buy a couple of burgers and check up on her.
“I wouldn’t eat that, actually,” she
said to The Doctor. “I had a peak around the back. He’s got
the meat in an open container with flies hovering around it.”
The Doctor tossed the still wrapped burger into a bin
some ten metres away. Wyn said it was a fluke but he did the same with
the second one before taking her by the arm and suggesting they eat somewhere
nicer. Dodo would be ok for a few hours - as long as the customers kept
coming and she didn’t eat any of the food herself.
She WAS all right, although The Doctor wondered how long
a shift she was expected to work. She was still serving burgers and chips
from the van when the crowds surged out of the stadium after ten o’clock.
And it was nearly an hour later before she was able to shut down and tidy
up. Her slave-driver of a boss had gone to the pub meanwhile and returned
looking the worse for the wear about 11.30.
“What
are you standing around idle for?” he demanded with a slurred voice.
“Lazy retard.” She tried to argue that she had packed up the
van and had nothing else to do but he wasn’t listening. He grabbed
her by the hair and started to drag her into the van.
“Leave her alone,” The Doctor yelled, deciding
that non-intervention could only go so far. He stalked towards the man
and pulled Dodo away from him at the same time as he floored him with
a right hook he had learned from the famous Victorian boxer, J. L Sullivan
many lives ago. He took the bewildered woman by the hand and led her away
but before he had reached the safety of the TARDIS Wyn screamed a terrified
warning. He turned too late to avoid the van ploughing into all three
of them. He felt his bones crack on impact and knew that Dodo’s
hand was wrenched from his as she was dragged under the wheel.
He
yelled as he opened his eyes and found himself lying on the floor of the
console room. Wyn was standing above him. She looked wretched.
“THAT one hurt,” she said.
“Yes,” he agreed. “It did.” He
stood up and walked to the console. He stared at the same old time and
space co-ordinates. “What do we have to do to get away from here?”
he asked himself out loud.
“Stop her from being killed,” Wyn said. “But
it looks as if, whichever way it happens, she is MEANT to die today. That
man wants to kill her.”
“Poor child,” The Doctor mused. “She’s
had no kind of life as it is. All those years locked up in an institution
for nothing, doubting her own memories because some damn fool with a degree
in psychiatry told her I couldn’t possibly exist.”
“Well, you ARE quite a phenomenon,” Wyn said.
“I thought you were a made up character that my mum invented until
I actually met you.”
“You never thought your mum was mad, though, did
you?” he said with a smile. “It's just not fair. She left
me because she had some terrifying experiences and needed an ordinary
life to recover from it all. But she never GOT that ordinary life. Her
life was wasted. And now it seems she is fated to die one way or another
on this day.”
“But fate seems to want us to figure out a way of
stopping it,” Wyn reminded him. “That’s why we’re
stuck in this loop, trying different ways of making it right.”
“I don’t think we’re EVER going to get
it right this way,” The Doctor said. “We’re looking
at this wrong. Even if we do stop that bloody maniac from hurting her,
what does she have here in 1985?”
“The dole office in the morning, and maybe another
dead end job.” Wyn said with a grimace.
“That’s not a life. That’s not the life
she should have had. You don’t know what she was like when I knew
her. She was a terrific kid, lively, full of fun, game for anything. A
lot like you are in that respect.”
Wyn smiled. It was nice of him to say that.
I shouldn’t have assumed that she’d be ok
by herself after she left. I should have gone back and made sure she was
ok.”
“You’re not to blame for her life going wrong,”
Wyn told him.
“Morally… I think I am,” he said. “And
I think I know how to put it right.”
First,
they had to go through the day the same as before. At the point where
he was sitting with Dodo in the TARDIS drawing room drinking coffee, though,
he asked her a lot more questions about that difficult time of her life
after he had left her.
“What was the name of the institution where you
were sent when they sectioned you, Dodo?” he asked.
“It was called Brockley Hall,” she said. “In
Sussex. It was an old mansion. It had really pretty gardens, but you were
only allowed out there with the permission of the senior consultant. Or
when visitors came. But I never had any visitors. And the consultant –
His name was Doctor Warner. He hardly ever let me go out.”
“You never had any family, did you, Dodo,”
The Doctor said with a sigh.
“The Doctor and Steven were the best family I ever
had,” she said. “I loved the time I was with them. Even though
some of it was really scary.”
“Oh, I know about that,” Wyn said. “I’ve
met some creepy stuff with The Doctor.”
“The worst wasn’t a monster though,”
Dodo told them. “It was a computer designed by a Human being on
Earth. That was the most terrifying thing. Monsters on other planets…
where they belong… that was ok. But monsters that are ordinary people…
here in London…”
“Sometimes ordinary people ARE monsters,”
The Doctor said darkly, thinking of the thug who had killed her over and
over again for no reason he could think of but petty vindictiveness. “But
don’t worry about it. And don’t worry about working for that
no good ruffian with his salmonella infested burgers. I think the wardrobe
might be in a slightly different place than you remember. It’s bigger
than it used to be, anyway. Wyn, why don’t you take her and both
of you find something nice to wear to the concert.”
This time they didn’t do the Philadelphia section.
They took Dodo home right after the London concert. Because, The Doctor
reasoned, that maniac who wanted to kill her was still serving his rotten
burgers until nearly midnight and she would be safe until then. It made
no logical sense, but he didn’t think he could do what he wanted
to do unless he left her alive in London. Something would not let him
leave until then. 
It worked. He looked at the new co-ordinate. It seemed
so long since he had seen anything but the co-ordinate for Wembley, July
13th, 1985 that it was strange to see something else on the navigation
display. He flicked on the viewscreen and looked at the garden of Brockley
Hall Mental Hospital in August, 1967. Two days after Dodo had been admitted
to it for treatment.
“This shouldn’t be possible,” he told
Wyn. “But then the Groundhog Day scenario we’ve been stuck
in shouldn’t have been possible, either. I think the laws of causality
are going to let us get away with an infringement just this once.”
“I still don’t get it,” Wyn answered
him. “But let’s get on with it. I’m not going to wear
this dorky outfit for long.”
“You make a very demure personal secretary.”
He smiled at the skirt, blouse and jacket that made her look five years
older than she was. It was about the only persona he could think of to
explain her being with him. And she wasn’t having the ‘stay
here in the TARDIS’ routine. Why should she. Nobody before her had
ever put up with that.
He left the TARDIS nestled under a weeping willow tree
that almost, but not quite, concealed it and walked up to the entrance
to the hospital. At the reception he identified himself as Doctor John
Smythe, a non-de-plume he occasionally adopted. The psychic paper seemed
to be used to that name, anyway.
“I
am here at the invitation of your senior man, Doctor Warner, to examine
a patient of his. He thought my experience with patients with delusional
fantasies might throw some light on her condition.”
Wyn wondered if even that quite convincing cover story
would have worked if The Doctor didn’t also seem to hypnotise everyone
he met. He did it in a subtle way. He spoke very calmly, and quietly,
and he looked straight into their eyes. And they were putty in his hands.
It seemed amazingly easy to get through to the section of the hospital
where Dorothy Chaplet was being “treated” for her mental afflictions.
“Come along, Dorothy,” the nurse said to her
in the kind of voice that would grate on the ear of a two year old, let
alone a grown woman. “This nice doctor wants to talk to you for
a little while.”
The teenage Dodo stood up from her seat in the recreation
room. It was by the barred window. She had been looking out at the garden.
She came quietly and stood in front of the ‘nice’ doctor,
saying nothing, expecting nothing from him but another uncomfortable session
of analysis of her psychoses.
“Come along, Dodo,” he said to her. Her eyes
flickered. Nobody in the hospital called her that. He held out his hand
and she hesitantly reached for it.
“We’re going to take a walk in the garden,”
he told the head nurse. She seemed on the point of objecting when one
of The Doctor’s stares hit her full on. She burbled something about
being back in time for tea and thought of something else she should have
been doing.
“Let’s
not waste any time,” The Doctor said, walking quickly towards the
stairwell to the ground floor. “As soon as the influence wears off
on one of them and they realise I have no business being here, the game’s
up.”
“What game?” Dodo looked at him with a puzzled
and slightly frightened expression. “Are you… You ARE a doctor
aren’t you?”
“Oh yes,” he said. “Though not in psychiatry
- a dubious science if there ever was one. There aren’t many problems
people have that couldn’t be solved with a cup of tea and somebody
actually listening to them. Nobody has been listening to you for the past
year, have they, Dodo.”
“They think I’m having delusions,” she
said. “They said I had a nervous breakdown and dreamt up a fantasy
world to escape from my real problems.”
They emerged into the garden. Dodo breathed deeply in
the fresh air and smiled.
“It’s so nice out here. Thank you for bringing
me out here to talk, doctor.”
“It’s going to be all right, Dodo,”
he said. “You’re not delusional. You were hypnotised by the
WOTAN computer. So were a lot of people. And some dreadful things happened
because of it. And that frightened you. But you’re not delusional.
You didn’t do anything wrong. And nothing that you remember about
the time you spent in the TARDIS was a fantasy, Dodo. It WAS real and
you’re as sane as I am.”
“Who are you?” she asked, staring at him.
There was something familiar about his eyes, but she wasn’t sure
what.
“Who am I?” he smiled widely. “I’m
The Doctor.”
“The Doctor?”
“THE Doctor,” he repeated. “The definitive
article.” He stopped by the weeping willow tree and pulled back
its overhanging branches. “YOUR Doctor, Dodo. And I’m here
to take you away from this place and its barbaric ideas of how to treat
those whose minds don’t conform to some concept of ‘normal’.”
“The Doctor?” She stared at the TARDIS hi dden
beneath the tree. “But…. But The Doctor is an old man. You’re….”
“He’s his grandson,” Wyn told her. “Carrying
on the family business. He’s done some remodelling of the inside
since you were here last, but I think you’ll like it.” She
reached out and took Dodo’s hand as The Doctor took his key from
his pocket.
They heard the sound of running feet and a panicked shout
of ‘Dorothy!” as they stepped inside. The Doctor was right.
The game was up! But they had won it.
“But what now?” Wyn asked as Dodo sat on the
old leather chair and drank tea while The Doctor programmed a new co-ordinate
into the console.
“Dodo gets her life back. She gets her teenage years,
her 20s and 30s. She gets to make her own choices. I’m taking her
to a place where somebody will help her make those choices.”
“And Wembley, 1985?”
“Dodo won’t be there. She will never have
spent 10 years in an institution and come out with no qualifications to
take whatever dead end job she could get. We’ve broken the cycle.”
“You hope.”
“I’m
sure of it,” he said. He initialised a landing and smiled as the
viewscreen resolved into a view of Lake Coniston in Cumbria. He took both
of the teenage girls hand in hand as he brought them to a bright looking,
rambling old house in a garden that led right down to the lakeside. There
was a sign halfway up the path that read “Coniston View Home for
Girls, Headmistress, Mrs. Dorothy Weir.”
They hadn’t even reached the door when a dark haired
woman in her mid-40s ran out and met them halfway there.
“Ace!” The Doctor cried gleefully. “My
favourite juvenile delinquent.”
“I heard the sound….” Dorothy Weir,
formerly known as Ace, looked at him curiously. “I heard the TARDIS.
Nothing in the world makes that kind of noise. But…”
“It’s me, Ace,” he assured her. “I’ve
changed since you knew me. Time Lords can do that. I don’t know
if I ever told you. When our bodies get old and worn out, we can change
them. But I still remember you.”
“Professor?”
“Yes!” He hugged her tightly, another old
acquaintance renewed. Wyn grinned to see them. Dodo looked at him curiously.
“Changes his appearance when his body gets old and
worn out….” Wyn looked at her and saw her eyes brighten as
she worked it out. “Oh… he’s not… not his grandson
at all is he? He IS The Doctor.”
“Yes, Dodo,” he said looking around at her
and reaching out his hand to her. “I’m sorry. The lie seemed
easier for you to take in. But yes, I am YOUR Doctor. I WAS an old man
with a stick. For Ace I was a professor with an umbrella. And Wyn has
known me as…. I don’t know, what would you say I was before
I was this devilishly handsome chap you see before you?”
“You’re just fantastic,” Wyn told him.
“But don’t let that go to your head. ‘Because we’re
all pretty fantastic too - for putting up with you.”
“That
you are, Wyn,” he laughed. “Ace, before this conversation
gets too crazy, I want you to meet another Dorothy who isn’t keen
on being called that. This is Dodo, and she’s homeless right now,
and could use a good friend who has a nice garden. I thought she might
be able to help you out here until she gets on her feet.” He explained
to Dodo that the one time juvenile delinquent, now Ms. Dorothy Weir, ran
a boarding school for girls with what was euphemistically called ‘behavioural
problems’.
“I think we could find a place for you,” Ace
said to her. “You’re one of The Doctor’s friends are
you? I suppose he’s scared you half to death, too.”
“Not him. He looked after me. But I couldn’t
go on travelling in the TARDIS, I don’t think. And I’ve nothing
to go back to.”
“Then you’ll just have to go forwards. That’s
what everyone here is doing. Putting the past behind them and going forwards.
You’ll fit in just fine.”
They stayed to tea. How could they do otherwise. But then
The Doctor and Wyn said goodbye.
“Not for good,” Ace made him promise. “Come
and see us some time. Promise me you’ll do that.”
“I promise,” he said.
“Where next?” he asked Wyn. “I suppose
you’ve seen enough of Wembley in 1985.”
“NEVER again,” she answered. “If you’re
in the mood for concerts though, you could take me to see the Manic Street
Preachers in Cardiff on Millennium night. It was a totally cool concert.
The biggest thing in Wales. My brothers went. But I wasn’t old enough.”
“Sounds good to me,” he said. “The last
time I did the millennium I was in San Francisco. Cardiff? Yeah, why not!”

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